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Deepen the Soul ~ Care for the Earth

 
The Calm Within
Janice DeCovnick Janice DeCovnick

The Calm Within

I sat down to meditate, a practice I usually started at 7:30 in the morning. The wheels in my mind were going faster than I could imagine. Something had upset me in the early hours of the morning. I glanced at the clock. It was 7:35a.m. My tea was unfinished, and the yogurt in my bowl was half eaten. But it was that important to me to meditate this day and most days. I began with a slow breath in. The sun was rising, and light was appearing at the window. Another breath, and another, and then a big sigh volunteered itself. It was time to let go of all of those thoughts I had had since the early hours of the morning.

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Where the Gifts Lay
Janice DeCovnick Janice DeCovnick

Where the Gifts Lay

I was working my way through grief. The waves mellowed in time, but a pervasive sadness arose. I had to find a way out of the sadness. It wasn’t that raw, gut-wrenching grief I was feeling. It was that I had to live the rest of my life without her. I could not imagine not having Grandma. How does one live without someone to share the joy? How does someone live without the peace she brings? How does one find the beauty in life that she brought? How do I go on when the best person on the planet just left me? I could not imagine.

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We Walked Among Wonders
Janice DeCovnick Janice DeCovnick

We Walked Among Wonders

Saturday is usually a day of rest for me. This particular Saturday would not be restful. The day started off with an early morning photo shoot of a particularly glorious mountain range in Torres del Paine in southern Chile. These rugged mountains are softer than the Andes and had experienced a first round of glaciation which left them in odd formations. We walked through a meadow to get to a place where we could photograph them across a massive glacial lake, watching the clouds that billowed about, playing hide and seek with the sun.

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Healing Waters
Janice DeCovnick Janice DeCovnick

Healing Waters

Dive into the Healing Waters story from The Waters of the Soul Stories Collection. Explore a poignant journey from shock to healing, illustrating the transformative power of forgiveness, grace, and the healing waters of the soul. Through personal reflection and encounters with life's harsh realities, this narrative offers a deep exploration of emotional healing, the importance of forgiveness, and the gentle strength found in the moments of grace that guide us toward inner peace.

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When the World Turns Black and White
Janice DeCovnick Janice DeCovnick

When the World Turns Black and White

The actually happened, happened to me, one wintry night on the way to Yosemite. It was February 2011, in time for our anniversary, and we heard there was snow in the Valley, making for a perfect weekend of playing in the snow, photographing the glorious beauty of trees laden with snow. We wandered around the house getting ready to go, a couple of giddy kids, so delighted were we to have such a glorious weekend ahead. Where were the snow gloves, the hats, the coats, boots, chains – we would be ready for a weekend of delectable snow!

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Winter Light
Janice DeCovnick Janice DeCovnick

Winter Light

December flowed over me like a light when it dims, imperceptibly at first, then like a hurtling freight train. A fog had enveloped our valley. A finger of it had wound itself around a lamp post. The light was dimmed. The tea kettle whistling drew my attention to the hour: it was seven o’clock in the morning. Still dark. A half an hour later, a murky greyness appeared at my window. At eight o’clock light descended upon the fog, a silky white now. A soft, swirling white. It was a thick tule fog. This one did not burn off. By four o’clock in the afternoon, the process reversed itself. By five o’clock, a long night had begun.

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Where The Lake Is Bluest
Deanna Burks Deanna Burks

Where The Lake Is Bluest

Our car was packed – in fact to the hilt. Our daughter was wedged between the ice chest and the door. My son’s seven year old legs were propped up on top of one of the sleeping bags. No room was left in the trunk nor the camper shell atop the car. We were headed for banff and lake louise. It was a long way from where we lived. My mind needed a rest. A three week trip to the canadian rockies, camping in the wild seemed just the ticket.

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By the Armloads
Deanna Burks Deanna Burks

By the Armloads

I put the car into park and let it idle. It was October in New York, and the apple harvest was in full swing. We visited an apple farm and went picking: Honey Crisps, Pink Ladies, Red Delicious, and Granny Smiths. We wandered up and down the rows of trees still laden with apples, making our selections. The corn harvest was mostly over, but the stocks still stood tall. What an abundance! We took our finds to the checkout counter, eyeing the squash and pumpkins. More abundance! There were rows of berry preserves. We passed on these. We had our own cooking to do at our vacation rental. We filled the car and headed back up to Slide Mountain.

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All the Rivers
Deanna Burks Deanna Burks

All the Rivers

Five o’clock in the morning is too early to get up anymore for a road trip, so we set our sights on leaving by 10:00 a.m.  Last minute details took us a little longer than expected.  But at last we were on our way from California to Yellowstone National Park.  It was the fall of 2021.

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Bitter Waters
Deanna Burks Deanna Burks

Bitter Waters

Monday on the islands brought torrential rains to what should have been a balmy day in early September. We stood our ground, determined to make the most of our Hawaii vacation. A museum seemed like a good idea for the day.

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Ocean Watching
Deanna Burks Deanna Burks

Ocean Watching

The sun was trying to make a way through the cloud cover and occasionally succeeded. We reached for our cameras, chasing the waves with our lenses, hoping the rain that had splattered the windshield on and off this afternoon would hold off for awhile. The surf was creamy with foam. The wind buffeted our hats and whipped our hair. We realized the tide was coming in. The sky was darkening, and a few minutes later large drops of rain began to fall. We decided this lovely deserted beach would have to wait for another day.

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One Glorious Morning In Summer
Deanna Burks Deanna Burks

One Glorious Morning In Summer

One glorious morning in summer, I was making my way out the back door when something ripe and delicious tickled my nostrils. Apricots! We had two huge apricot trees, and it was picking time. Out past the fence the assembly line from trees to jams and pies was already underway. Dad was out picking, and Mom was in the kitchen canning and preserving for the year ahead from morning ‘til night. I came around to get a handful to eat and a bucket to take in to the kitchen. I ran back out, past the rows of corn and tomatoes growing tall in the summer sun, out to smell the divine apricots waiting at the end of the fence.

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Petals
Deanna Burks Deanna Burks

Petals

The days when I could pluck petals from daisies, one by one at Grandma’s house, ended when I was two, maybe three years of age. But blossoms of every sort have tugged my heart all my life. I never found a flower I did not like, and most of them I loved. Why? Well for one thing, they are beautiful. For another, they are symbolic.

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Canyons
Deanna Burks Deanna Burks

Canyons

Lower Antelope Canyon took me by surprise. We were walking in the searing wind over flat white rocks tinged in pink and gold when a tiny crevice in the earth appeared. Our Navajo guide, Gabriel, announced our arrival. “We are going into Mother Earth. Each time we do so is a rebirth. We believe the Earth is our mother, and we are going back into her. Each time we emerge, we are reborn.” The space between the rocks was no bigger than the width of my foot. We slithered between the surface rocks following Gabriel down steps and ladders into rooms of cool stone that could not be seen in the blazing sun above ground.

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Ancient Sunshine
Deanna Burks Deanna Burks

Ancient Sunshine

The world changes each year when the sun pokes through the clouds and shoots of green poke through the soil. It grows warmer, and breezes blow a little softer. The water is cold, running fast now. The windows to the soul open wide. All who have been sleeping in winter begin to awaken. There is a quiver of new life in the air. The fruit bearers start budding.

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Born to Love
Deanna Burks Deanna Burks

Born to Love

I set up the camera, readying myself for the morning. It was still dark. I ran through my settings and decided they would do for low light. Sunrise seemed awfully early today. We threw our bags in the jeep and were off, cresting a small hill shortly before the sun came up. Our guide told us we could get out of the jeep up here, a sort of unlikely predator zone. We were in Africa on safari. I felt joyous to be walking on tierra firma on this little hilltop in southern Kenya.

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Lessons From The Wild
Deanna Burks Deanna Burks

Lessons From The Wild

The Masai Mara is a wild place. A stretch of land known as the Mara Triangle was the part of the Mara we visited in 2019. Rolling hills, savannah, marshes, and river banks on the Mara River, filled with zebra, leopards, elephants, giraffes, cape buffaloes, wildebeest, and lions make up this place in the Kenyan wilderness. It was there we watched a cub emerge from its whelping den for the first time and come close to death his first day out in the world.

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Daily Grandeur
Deanna Burks Deanna Burks

Daily Grandeur

The water was cold, ice cold in fact. We dipped our feet back into our socks almost as quickly as we had shed them. Rocky Mountain spring water at its best! We had been hiking several miles, and our feet were hot and sticky. We were a sight to behold, wading into the stream, and then flinging ourselves onto the sand. The cold was astounding! Mountains in summertime hold traces of winter.

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When the Lines Come Together
Deanna Burks Deanna Burks

When the Lines Come Together

It’s two o’clock in the morning. I feel the call to wake up. I stumble out of bed, head for the bathroom; I wonder why I am up at two in the morning. I had been in a deep sleep. I climb back into bed, but something is niggling at me. I close my eyes, but it won’t go away. So I tune in. Nothing is in my mind. I tune into my heart. There’s a message there, a message that someone needs attending. I tune into my spirit. Suddenly it is crystal clear who needs my prayers. There are two in fact. I pray for them, listening to the words of spirit that are needed.

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Encounter
Deanna Burks Deanna Burks

Encounter

The wall between this world and the next is really only a very thin veil. Spirit dwells in both places. The veil is thinnest about three o’clock in the morning. The other side can reach us most easily at that hour. It is the hour of encounter.

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